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It's interesting how you can always find a distraction. Wether its on purpose or by accident. Wether its sex, drugs, or music...or if its work, family or social drama...

There can always be an excuse to hinder your feelings and hide them under anything. That's probably why they say a broken heart is also blind. There's always a reason and a way not to feel anything at all. 

The busier you are outside, the less you feel inside. And the less you care, the less things can hurt you...

Feeling is a choice. I dont want to run away. I choose to hurt. 

I believe somethings, however painful they can be, are worth fighting for...